Somewhere between silence, stillness, and "A Stranger," Tony nominee Julia Knitel has found the performance of her life.
鈥淚 fell in love with the piece before I even walked into the room,鈥� Knitel recalls of her first encounter with Dead Outlaw, now running on Broadway at the Longacre Theatre. 鈥淚 read the script, heard 鈥楢 Stranger,鈥� and thought鈥攊f someone else gets to do this, I鈥檒l be bereft.鈥�
Thankfully, she didn鈥檛 have to find out. Knitel landed the role of Maggie Johnson, as well as a host of other side characters, in David Yazbek, Erik Della Penna, and Itamar Moses鈥� hauntingly human folk musical. She developed her roles from its humble start Off-Broadway through its eagerly anticipated Broadway transfer, culminating in her Tony nomination for Best Featured Actress in a Musical. See Knitel's moving rendition of "A Stranger" in the 半岛体育 Studio in the video above.
The responsibility of the role is not something Knitel takes lightly. 鈥淲hen I found out we were going to Broadway鈥攁nd that I was going with it鈥擨 knew I had to do some deep soul work,鈥� she says. 鈥淚 had imposter syndrome. I felt like I was drowning in it Off-Broadway. I knew if I wanted to do this show justice, I had to come back different. Stronger. Calmer. More present.鈥�
Calm is exactly what Dead Outlaw demands from her. While much has been made of her co-star Andrew Durand's ability to remain perfectly still within the show, Knitel also has to maintain steel-corseted steadiness. As Maggie, the soft-hearted love interest of Durand's Elmer McCurdy, Knitel delivers one of the show鈥檚 emotional pillars in the quietly devastating solo 鈥淎 Stranger.鈥� Sung over her lover鈥檚 lifeless body, the song drifts gently through memory, fantasy, and grief. But it never swells or shouts. Its power lies in restraint.
Rather than portraying a woman firmly rooted in her grief, the song sees Maggie suspended in a kind of emotional limbo鈥�"a liminal space," as Knitel puts it鈥攚here the weight of loss hasn鈥檛 fully sunk in.
鈥淪he鈥檚 not processing in the moment that her love is laying on this table,鈥� Knitel explains. 鈥淪he's a ghost of herself. It鈥檚 not quite stream-of-consciousness, but it鈥檚 like she鈥檚 floating. She'll cry about it later. She can't cry now." Instead, Maggie drifts through fragments of imagined picnics, gravy boats, cherry trees; moments that feel more like fantasies than memories. 鈥淗er fantasy images are much more vivid than her memories,鈥� Knitel observes. 鈥淚 think she lived a lot more in the fantasy space with Elmer than she did in reality.鈥� It鈥檚 a delicate psychological portrait鈥攏ot of a woman grieving what she had, but of one mourning what she hoped could have been.

鈥淎 Stranger鈥� is unique to the modern Broadway landscape, where performers seem trapped in an endless competitive spiral of singing louder, higher, and harder than anyone who came before them. This composition lives in an intentionally limited vocal range (less than an octave), yet Knitel finds boundless emotional depth inside those constraints.
鈥淪o much of my career has been about learning to sing loud and high,鈥� Knitel admits, tucking her perfectly coiffed blonde bob behind her ear and shaking her head. 鈥淏ut this show鈥攖his role鈥攍ets me use my voice. Not a 'musical theatre' voice. Not a belting contest. Just me.鈥� Knitel's previous Broadway credits, including Beautiful: The Carole King Musical and Bye Bye Birdie, weren't exactly the peak of musical theatre belting, but they weren't from her rooted sound, either.
Raised on a diet of folk legends like Emmylou Harris, Patsy Cline, Joni Mitchell, and Gillian Welch, Knitel says this role has realigned her with her musical roots. 鈥淭hese are the women I carry into the role. My artistic ancestors. And it鈥檚 such a rare thing to get to bring your authentic voice to a Broadway score. David and Eric trusted me to just sing. It鈥檚 profoundly freeing.鈥�
Maggie, too, feels personal. More than any of the other women Knitel plays in Dead Outlaw, Maggie is the role she most 鈥渟inks her teeth into.鈥� She calls the character a 鈥渄esert flower,鈥� someone soft and hopeful who blooms briefly in the harsh landscape of Elmer鈥檚 tragic life. 鈥淪he鈥檚 the moment of peace in the chaos,鈥� Knitel reflects. 鈥淚t鈥檚 important every night that I don鈥檛 get ahead of myself. That I don鈥檛 see the tragedy coming. Because she doesn鈥檛. She鈥檚 just in love.鈥�
The arc of Maggie, as written, is short in the span of the show (and Knitel plays other small characters in the eight-actor show, including a news anchor, Elmer's mother, and a teenager). But Maggie is a pivotal character. If she had been allowed to take Elmer鈥檚 body home, the infamous decades-long odyssey of his corpse would never have happened. 鈥淭he whole second half of the show wouldn鈥檛 exist if Maggie had just been allowed to bury him,鈥� Knitel notes. But unfortunately, they weren't married, so she couldn't.
Instead, Maggie becomes the emotional heartbeat of the piece鈥攁 tether to Elmer鈥檚 humanity in the midst of him being thoroughly dehumanized. It鈥檚 that empathy, Knitel believes, that moves audiences to visit Elmer鈥檚 real-life grave today, leaving tokens of remembrance. 鈥淗e was a flawed man in an imperfect time,鈥� she says. 鈥淗e didn鈥檛 have the tools to love himself. But he was still human. And that鈥檚 what theatre does鈥攊t helps us see the humanity in even the most broken stories.鈥�

Knitel鈥檚 own story is not without struggle. Standing silently over a dead body and singing 'the quietest song on Broadway' is 鈥渋ncredibly challenging.鈥� It requires stillness, breath, and emotional exposure, with no vocal gymnastics to hide behind. She credits meditation, breath work, and months of personal reflection for helping her find the strength to show up fully and calmly, night after night.
鈥淚 did that work alone, before I had even signed the Broadway contract,鈥� she says. 鈥淛ust me, and some singing bowls, and some crystals, and a whole lot of soul searching.鈥�
Now, that quiet work has led to Broadway鈥檚 loudest recognition: a Tony nomination for Best Performance by an Actress in a Featured Role in a Musical. Knitel is careful not to let the noise overwhelm the moment.
鈥淲hen you say 鈥楾ony nominee,鈥� it still makes my eyes tear up,鈥� she says, waving her hand in front of her face. 鈥淚t means the world to be recognized鈥攏ot for volume or vocal acrobatics, but for stillness, for softness, for vulnerability. To be celebrated for me, exactly as I am? That鈥檚 beyond my wildest dreams.鈥�